I Spent Years Battling Job Rejection, Financial Hardship, Broken Relationships, and Emotional Pain as Every Job Application Was Rejected, Every Business Attempt Failed until One Solution Changed My Life
For many years, my life felt like a long season of rejection and disappointment. No matter how hard I tried, nothing seemed to work out for me. I sent out countless job applications, polished my CV repeatedly, attended interviews full of hope, only to receive silence or rejection emails. Each rejection felt personal, like proof that I was not good enough. With every failed attempt, my confidence sank deeper.
Financial hardship became my daily reality. Without stable income, bills piled up relentlessly. Rent arrears haunted me, debts grew, and even basic needs became a struggle. I watched opportunities pass me by because I lacked the means to act on them. Friends talked about investments, travel, and progress, while I worried about how to survive the next week. Poverty doesn’t just empty your pockets—it weighs heavily on your mind and heart.
My business attempts were no different. I tried small ventures with great hope, believing one would finally lift me out of struggle. Instead, each attempt ended in loss. Capital disappeared, partnerships collapsed, and ideas that looked promising failed without explanation. People began to doubt me, and eventually, I started doubting myself. I felt like everything I touched turned to dust.
As my financial life crumbled, my relationships followed the same pattern. Love never lasted. Relationships ended suddenly, often without clear reasons. I was left with unanswered questions and deep emotional pain. Friends slowly distanced themselves, tired of my struggles and negativity. Some mocked my situation openly, others whispered behind my back. I felt isolated, misunderstood, and deeply alone.
The emotional pain was unbearable. I smiled during the day, but at night I cried quietly, replaying my failures and rejections. I questioned my worth, my destiny, and my future. I wondered why life seemed so unfair to me. There were moments I felt completely stuck, as though an invisible wall stood between me and success. Giving up crossed my mind more times than I can admit.
