For a long time, I couldn’t explain what was happening to me. I wasn’t sick, but I felt heavy all the time. My body was tired even after rest, my mind constantly anxious, and my spirit strangely unsettled.
Wherever I went, there was a feeling of being watched not seen physically, but sensed. It was subtle, constant, and deeply disturbing. Then the bad luck started. Plans collapsed without explanation.
Opportunities slipped away at the last minute. Money came in and disappeared just as quickly. Arguments arose out of nowhere. People I trusted suddenly turned against me or withdrew. It felt like my life was being quietly sabotaged from behind the scenes.
I tried to be logical. Doctors found nothing wrong. Friends said it was stress or overthinking. I even blamed myself, wondering if I was just weak or unlucky. But deep inside, I knew this wasn’t normal.
I had faced hardship before, and this felt different heavier, darker, and persistent.
Sleep became my worst enemy. I would wake up exhausted, often from disturbing dreams of being chased, held back, or surrounded by shadows. Even in my own house, peace felt stolen.
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